I am Whitnai
Breath Medicine Guide | Channeler | Keeper Of Ancient Wisdom | Visionary | Artist
“I believe that our free will is our greatest gift and super power. With it, we can create any reality at any time for any reason”
My Gifts…
Over the course of 34 years earthside, I continuously experience, explore and integrate the path of deep empathy, the human, the mystic and the mother. My journey has led me to connect more deeply with myself, my body and the world I chose to join in this lifetime. My body has become a trusted compass, guiding me through experiences of creation, connection, and aligned opportunity.THE PILGRIM...
My journey has not been without hardship. Like many sensitives, I’ve moved through my own cycles of trauma, transformation, and rebirth. I experienced my first spiritual awakening at 19, sparked by the pages of The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. That initial curiosity led me to The Alchemist, and soon after, into the depths of heartbreak. The end of a significant relationship revealed the deeply rooted patterns and misconceptions I held about love and intimacy. It was painful but it became the portal to something greater.By the grace of God, my healing journey began. Each phase of my growth, through spiritual study, self-inquiry, somatic reclamation, and sacred practice, has deepened my connection to truth, to my soul, and to the voice of my inner child.THE VISIONARY...
It was through this unfolding that Mission Mama Bear was born. It emerged as a soul-deep calling to protect and preserve the purity and innocence of the child both within myself, and within our world.THE ARTIST...
The same life force that inspires my devotion to motherhood also moves through my art. Before becoming a mother, I found joy in weaving dreamcatchers- intuitive pieces born from connection and intention. After giving birth, this practice evolved into Altars of Light, where I now co-create with the treasures of Gaia. Each piece I craft is a tribute to the Earth and life the LIFE force here, placing what once or continues to pulse with light, medicine and high frequency upon an Altar to honor its contributions and services to this realm.
THE MYSTIC...
Breathwork has become one of the most transformative tools of my life. Through it, I’ve experienced what I believe to be verified DNA upgrades, mystical states, and deep emotional reclamation. It has helped me retrieve lost aspects of myself, reclaim the voice of my inner child, and hold space for the profound metamorphosis that motherhood initiated.THE KEEPER OF WISDOM...
In many ways, I have lived a thousand lives within one, allowing old parts to die, while welcoming new ones to be born. I walk this path with humility, gratitude, and a fierce devotion to truth. Every offering that I share from Mission Mama Bear to Altars of Light to Ancient Light Breathwork is an expression of this unfolding.Breathwork has been a profound catalyst in awakening aspects of myself that had long been dormant, subtle yet powerful dimensions of my being that quietly waited for remembrance. Through this sacred journey with the breath, I have stepped into a life that feels nothing short of supernatural, one deeply held, guided, and supported by something far greater than myself.
For over a decade, I worked as a flight attendant, unknowingly reinforcing a dysregulated nervous system through chronic sleep deprivation, disrupted circadian rhythms, and the relentless stress of a high-demand lifestyle. Yet with the clarity that only hindsight can offer, I now recognize that every step of that path was divinely orchestrated. Each experience, every environment, relationship, and challenge served as a necessary refinement, preparing me for deeper alignment.
Throughout it all, I remained open, inquisitive, and quietly yearning for something I couldn’t yet name. There was an ache, a longing for coherence, for truth, for a felt sense of wholeness. Breathwork didn’t just meet that longing. It illuminated it, invited it in, and began the sacred work of integration.
My Story…
And what led me to breath medicine…
The year 2018 was a saturn return that came with a profound ego death that served as a powerful catalyst, redirecting my path toward healing, expansion, and the discovery of greater potential. In the midst of that transformative season, A friend introduced me to the work of Dr. Joe Dispenza which I eventually explored his breathwork practices and almost immediately encountered profound shifts, subtle yet undeniable markers of deep inner change.
Approximately ten months later, while engaged in a consistent breathwork practice, I had the most mystical and unexplainable experience of my life. Strikingly, it did not occur during a formal breath session, but rather, while I was asleep. I was suddenly awakened by a powerful force- an energy and sound unlike anything I had ever encountered. The only way I’ve been able to describe it is that it felt like being struck by lightning, yet with no pain—only pure energy coursing through every microscopic cell in my body, as if being activated, awakened, and attuned all at once. Simultaneously, there was an overwhelming sense of harmony and resonance. My body intuitively perceived this energy as coming from all directions, from an infinite distance, and yet intimately present… targeting me with divine precision.
In the days and weeks that followed, my life began to unfold and harmonize effortlesslly. Synchronicities became the norm, and magic seemed to be the frequency. It was during this sacred window that I met a someone who, in perfect synchronicity, introduced the breathwork program I ultimately studied. Once I enrolled in the course, my journey began with devoted practice of this transformative breathwork.
One month later, I met someone special through what could only be described as a divine glitch that brought us together. During our very first visit, he offered me a book from his collection: Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak. As I casually flipped through its pages, I landed on a passage that stopped me in my tracks. On page 53, I found a transmission that described my recent mystical experience with uncanny precision:
“Those who have opened themselves to the light are literally having their bodies rearranged. Sometimes you may wake up at night and literally feel the rearrangement. This rearrangement of the body is the restructuring of the DNA… What the scientists call ‘junk DNA’ has been dormant in your body for a long time, and it is now becoming activated.
In our teachings, we always emphasize the importance of oxygenation, because oxygen feeds the coding and awakens the junk DNA in your body (which certainly isn’t junk at all)… This dormant part of the DNA that has baffled the scientists is now coming to life… You are being naturally mutated and rearranged. This mutation occurs most often while you are sleeping, so you may be waking up in the mornings noticing that something feels a little different in your body. You can expect that the changes will begin to show themselves and that you will develop new abilities. You will automatically know many things.”
This passage ignited something deep within me. It mirrored my lived experience and illuminated a profound truth I could feel in my bones: that the breath is not just a tool for healing, but a sacred technology- an ancient intelligence encoded within us.
From that moment, I dove deeper into the mysteries of oxygen, consciousness, and the body. What I uncovered echoed the wisdom of the ancients: hyper-oxygenation activates dormant strands of our DNA, upgrading our systems and expanding our awareness. I’ve come to call this process Ancient Light, because the truth may be seen when the light is shone. Breath is light and codes of awakening.
The breath is the bridge. It is our living ally that guides us through healing, remembrance, and sacred activation. It is both the vessel and the map, here to carry us back to wholeness. It has always been with us, waiting patiently, ready to support each of us in the victorious reclamation of our true nature.
